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Tiga Belas

180 Degree, Until I Die

my english word by word that i'm proud of.

because Allah SWT.

What kind of pain is inside of me

Sorry for ignoring these feelings

Thinking about it felt as if no use

So honestly just decided to go on with my life

The friend's phone call i've been waiting for

How good it felt to receive it

I was a lonely person

So lonely person i was

In between busy days

Welcoming faces the fun stories

Felt pretty good to be alive

And the delicious food and everything else

That make me insensible

All of these

But seems as if i don't love my own self

Hidden all these times inside of me

The young girl speaks to me

Tells me it's been so long

Honestly

Honestly i was in a lot of pain

Now that i've been all grown up

To bringing up the old memories

Is all useless and for me to not face those days

And regretful

Making excuses that life was busy

I guess i did'nt love my self

I guess i did'nt love my self

I guess i did'nt love my self

I make this does not mean I am not grateful to Allah SWT, but I show a statement that I am honest I am looking for myself. I entered the life crisis quarter. Therefore I honestly do not have a love for myself. I am fragile.

180 different degrees today.